Sorry, I know it's been a while but with it being less than a week until they (hopefully) give me the all clear to return to society at large, everything has been rather hectic.

Dr. Favero has been talking with me daily and with Hannah getting out at the same time, our down time has been spent looking for apartments (I've officially decided to stay in Fort Myers) and talking about all the evil shit we'll do on the outside.

I've been seeing Roth more and more and I'm really happy when he's around. The week between my discharge and his is gonna be brutal. We've been getting so close it's kind of scary. I've been in long-term relationships with people I've felt less connection with. It's fucking weird.

As a weekend treat thing they let us loose in a park (semi-supervised, of course). We ran around, talked, and just generally acted like 12 year-olds on a field trip. Hannah took pictures of anything that stood still for a few seconds and Roth and I snuck off into a wooden area and finally gave into a few of our baser instincts.

Originally we were planning on just hiding out, snogging a little maybe but when we realized how alone we really were we ended up gave in.

We snogged a while and I went down on him. Then he rubbed me through my pants and pressed me against a tree. I slid my pants and underwear down just far enough to let him in and we quicky fucked right there. Me, pressed against a tree, biting my lip, trying not to scream and draw attention to us. Roth, arm around my waist, groaning in my ear each time he thrust. It didn't last nearly long enough but he's huge and hit my spot so fucking perfectly I probably couldn't have handle much more. He growled into my ear asking where I wanted his cum. Where do you think I told him?

Afterwards, we wandered back to find the group and there they were, stilling running around. No one aside from Hannah noticed we were missing and as soon as she saw me she squinted at me a little and practically yelled "You had sex!" A slutty Nostradamus, that one.

Anyways, it's been a really good few days. I'm not doing anymore backstory right now because I'm still in a good mood. I was in such a good mood, in fact, I let Hannah steal my soul a few times even.

1. Me striking a pose per Hannah's request.

2. Me and Hannah saying "cheese" per Roth's request.

3. Me striking a "less retarded" pose per Hannah's request.

We tried our damnedest to get Roth in front of the camera but thus far no luck.