nevermind what i said yesterday. apparently there's at least one fuckable in the bunch.

his name is roth. i haven't spoken to him directly or anything but i saw him in the cafeteria last night and asked around.

he's in for overdosing on coke so he's in a different wing but you never know.

dr favero didn't yell at me for the last post, he just asked how i was feeling, etc. like he hadn't even read it. he's kind of attractive in that older-authority kind of way so i guess i was secretly hoping he was keeping up with what i wrote but i guess not.

so apparently i can get away with typing anything here that i want and he'll never say anything. so here goes: my first night here i masturbated thinking about dr favero bending me over his desk. he had on his lab coat and glasses and nothing else and was pulling my hair while fucking me and he kept asking me how it felt.

i came so hard i'm pretty sure i woke up my roommate because i could help but jerk and shake while doing it and my bed made that awful metal-on-tile scraping noise the whole time. so much for subtlety, right?