i've been pretty good about this daily thing, haven't i?

that being said, i'm not posting tomorrow. apparently the library is closed so i won't have computer access. oh well. it's not like anyone is reading this anyways.

today was a free day. no group therapy, no dr favero.

i'm starting to feel better about having failed at killing myself, i guess.

so my roommate informed me that one of the guys who drop off the mail (i won't say which one just in case someone reads this) apparently also smuggles in things for a price so i contracted him to get me some porn (i even specified types, hee hee) and chocolate (dark). i can't wait.

he also delivers mail that would otherwise be confiscated so i wrote a quick letter to roth and had mail guy take it for me. it was ballsy, i know, but if i'm going to get anything before the end of the month it's going to require drastic action on my part.

though, for the record, if mail guy ever stops by when my roommate is out i may not need roth. he's hot, what can i say?

he's supposedly coming back by tonight so monday i'll update you.