dr favero hates the name of this blog. he thinks it's a cry for help.

i told him it's just truth in advertising. i'm worthless at this point and if it weren't for my neighbor i'd have been allowed to kill myself and get it over with. Katja was dead long before this.


i haven't done anything worthwhile. wouldn't that make me worthless?

he wants me to write in here daily but i doubt that'll happen.